Truth & Oxygenation

Ok...today is the day before the day before I take my state boards....and finally I am getting nervous. I am ready for it all to be over. I will keep everyone posted on how things turn out. I should find out the results on friday....YIKES! Get this....this is the horrible part....you can either wait two weeks to recieve your letter that says eithe one of two things; you passed or, you failed...no real score...just pass or fail. So here is where it gets better....or worse .....depending on how you want to look at it. If I want to speed the process a long and not wait 2 weeks I can pay seven extra dollars by credit card on-line and find out the "unoffical results" two days later which equals Friday in my case. The thing that erks me about doing the quick computer thing is "page loading"....."if you know what I mean"! (totally doing the SNL quotes here.... sorry) Having the results pop up on the screen and then just staring there and looking at them...aghh! Anyway, enough freaking! His grace is sufficent for even me and His strength can be made perfect in every weakness...so then...when I am weak I am made strong! ahh....sigh of relief there! Ok...now I am deep breathing...feels so good. I love the effects that good oxygenation and truth have on the body! I highly recomend both.

Wilson

Anyone ever seen castaway? Crazy movie...way intense for me. Seemed almost too real. But get this....here is the best part....I cried over a volley ball(Wilson was his name)....pretty powerful movie eh? If you watch it you will know what I mean. Ok...so now after the movies over...I feel wierd. I have knots in my stomach and I feel slightly fearful of everday life events....and I want to cry in my bed and then cry and hug people....wierd. So, all that to say..you should watch the movie if you havn't....I mean...Tom Hanks is in it...watch it for that reason if nothing else.....he is the best!

Going Public

I have finally come to the decision to "go public". I figure that I might actually have the time now and that this could be a fun new adventure for me! We shall see.........